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Thursday, December 22, 2005

a b4 Christmas miracle

It is definately the season were we are humbled by a baby and what He grew up to do. His Father, my Father through Him, is amazing.
Some of the following information may be to much for you so jsut to let you know, read at your own risk. (The following post includes a short preach and a mention about a females monthly blessing).
As a few of you know, this past Sunday morning I woke up with a terrible cold. My head hurt, ears were plugged, nose stuffed, throat hurt, I was dizzy and oh so cold, and I am sure it was every muscle in my body that hurt.
I woke up and right away starting fighting it. No way was this the will of God. Now way was I a daughter of the King gonna come under any sickness because Jesus Christ bared it ALL. Many times when crowds surrounded Him, He healed them ALL. I had my doubts, as humans do, about whether Jesus ever suffered from a plugged nose. Because He took on so much to bear the cross for us...I say, I believe, help my unbelief.
I went to church and worshiped. During worship I was on my knees for I felt my weak body could not stand, I got a picture. I got a picture I was there at the manger kneeling before Him. I was asking for healing from a baby. He put His little baby hand around my finger, as babies do, and did not let go for a while. Amazing. Even as a baby, the power of God was probably in Him. His touch is enough. A touch from this baby is enough I kept saying and continued to praise Him. We can be so distracted and discouraged by focusing on us but He is bigger than our sicknesses and problems. He is the only one worthy of worship and praise. He is holy and exalted and God. In our own lives, in our own hearts, I think we need to check where He is. Is He exalted? Is He your King and yet your Daddy? Is He your friend and your lover? He longs to be all of these. Anyways...
God told me to go home and rest in Him. I slept right after church until about 4:30. Felt a little better. Then slowly got ready for the banquet. Again, He said: "Go. You look beautiful despite the way you feel. Don't go with what you feel. Trust in Me. Rest in Me". I went and had a fabulous time. Thank you all for helping. I then went home to bed. I woke up at one point and called my brother to the bed. I asked him to squeeze my finger like little babies do. He did. I wanted to do a prophetic action to my vision earlier that day. I then went back to sleep.
The next morning I woke up the same except more dizzy. I was craving yogurt and veggies but we had none. God has taught me about health during this time too. Mom asked me to go to the doctor today and left for work. I felt like I was going to the Doctor. God is the best Doctor anyone could ever have. He even said to me: "You are going to the doctor, you are coming to me. I want you to continue doing that". I phoned Fran to ask if I could not come to work today and she said it was ok. I did go out a little in the morning but not far; I did not feel it 100% safe for me to drive. I slept for most of the day. When mom came home from work we went to the doctors, God said :"Obey your mom". We went and the doctor gave me some medicine suggestions. Miracle after miracle. Mom dropped of the paper to the pharmacist and they said it would be about $50. After a trip to Nashville and Christmas shopping I had $23 in my bank. My cute 12 year old brother lent me $60. Praise the Lord. We got my prescription and some fruits and veggies and left for home. The Pharmasist said this one medicine can cause stomach pain...ok, I want to get better and if this stuff will help than ok.
Tuesday morning, feeling ok so I went to work. Got home around 1 and then at supper time I felt sicker than before. My stomach was bad. I hurt from my sternum to my pelvic area. It didn't help I had gotten my period the day before and I had diarrhea. I spent the whole night running to the toilet to vomit. Got hardly any sleep but was still trusting in God's healing power.
Wednesday, didn't go to work again. I slept for a couple hours during the day and had a dream that I received the wrong medicine. My mom got off early because the power went out and so we went to the doctors that afternoon. This time I saw a doctor that I knew and trusted, a mother to one of the boys I watch at daycare. I told her my symptoms and she took the pills away and said I am not going to treat you. She took a swab of my throat and that was that.
Right then was a moment of breakthrough and praise. Yes my God is big. Yes my God is the Doctor. He is the best.
I went home and yes, I was still dealing with a sore stomach. The Doctor said it would take 24 to 48 hours to get out of my system. I say...My God is bigger than that. I went to bed after watching a Christmas movie with my mommy and this morning I feel great. My nose is stuffed, not so much. My stomach is still trying to hurt sometimes but I am not having it and I am ready to proceed into the walking of God's will. This season where we are humbled by God servant heart to us, I am spurred on to live in His miracles as I hope you will be too. Please join with me to praise Him. Bless you all and have a Merry Christmas.

1 Comments:

Blogger thePERFECTIONofFRAILTY said...

Salina that's awesome
Keep trusting God no matter what!
Even if it seems hard!
I love you tons and millions more!
We should talk sometime.

God Bless
Sammy

Ps... I thought you looked SO HOT with your skirt/dress at the banquet! ;-)

11:28 a.m.  

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