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hmmm...a new post...
I could talk about many things.
I choose to start with the follwing, and God knows where it will finish...
Salina doesn't have time, in the life she barely lives, for Salina.
I need more rest and peace in my life.
I do not need more time. I need an increased awareness of my own time management. Maybe a lot of the anxiousness (or whatever it is) comes from just my mind. If my mind didn't run around as much, perhaps my body and car would not.
Jesus, I want to be just like you. If I decide to make a choice to focus on you, will you give my mind some peace? Will the renewal of my mind by your word help in slowing it down? I love you. Thank you for loving me. I want to search you all the days of my life. This love is undescribable. Let me live in it, and share of it, please.
You are so holy. I love you. I love your names. Your kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven. Thank you for providing for me thus far. Continue to love me with the same love. Forgive me. Help me forgive others. May forgiveness be a gift easy for me to give. Thank you that you don't give us more than we can handle and when temptation is hard, you always give us a way out. Help us to see that. You have all power, deserve all honor, and I love you. So be it.
Los Angeles was amazing. I was there physically for 10 days at the end of July. A lot of times I am still there in my heart, mind and spirit. Just waking up in the heat and serving others all day long not even wondering about 'my issues' back home was I think like living Kingdom life. I always want to live Kingdom life. Help me oh Trinity. I do love Canada though. Oh Canada!
Once again, looking for a place to live. Relying on God fully to be my boss...getting cheques from his accounts. I don't have money for school yet. I have 3 jobs but not stable pay. Overwhelmed and trying not to cry and stress about happenings in future tomarrows.
Please pray for me. Talk to me and help me if you can. Blessings.