the first one

I've wanted to start a blog for some time now but will I keep it up? Will I be committed to pushing keyboard buttons to express things in my mind or in my heart? Will I continue if people know or even care? I will wait and see, won't I?
Lately I have been thinking about being stubborn or anal. A few people have said that I am these things. Anal about the food I eat. I want to be healthy and yes it is true I want to loose weight. Anal because sometimes I like to know the details. Stubborn because I won't give up easily. Is that a good thing? I would think so but ppl say it in such a negative tone. I want to be persistant in my faith; persistant is in a thesarus I have next to stubborn. Not so persistant that I frighten ppl away, or i seem intimidating but persistant because I know my God. Jesus, show me how to live. Jesus, show me what life is. And once you show me, oh my lover, may I follow with all my heart, mind and strength. Every breath I have, may it be praise to you! I can go off on so many tangents but I think I shall retire from this moment and go on to the next. Love and bless you all.